this morning/last night i kept waking myself up with these nightmares/dreams about school and the medical assessment final i have today...that's normal for me, i guess. but, what wasn't normal is the other dreams i was having. i dreamed that timb and greylantern got married and they were dressed up in traditional wedding stuff and everyone else was wearing shorts and camping gear for hiking and stuff. then i liz told my she was pregnant while we were in the bathroom at the place of the wedding, i told her i would take her to have an abortion, she got mad at me for saying that...this dream actually woke me up around 3:30 am and i was all pissed off and wanted to call liz and stick my foot through the phone and knock sense into her (luckily, after a couple minutes of disorientation i realized it was a dream.)

yesterday, i went to barnes and nobles to study. i was there from 9:30 am to 3 pm...my brain was numb after. i took an hour break while i was there, i started reading stone butch blues. i wanted to read the book something like seven years ago, but never got around to it, then i saw will was reading it recently and the idea of reading it was brought back into my head. anyway, i read the first six chapters in one hour, this book made me remember friends and be nostalgic of them, it also has brought back memories of near beatings from homophobic assholes...i shouldn't/don't have time to go into the details now. it was hard after reading the first part of the book to put it down and stop reading and go back to studying...but studying prevailed for a little while before my mind went numb.

off to school and final now!

everyone have a good day!!!